Different People, Different Things!

20 years....
I meet alot of different people..

Some people are:-

- When you disturb/playaround with him/her, him/her will angry you. But when him/her disturbing/playaround with you, you can't angry at all. If you angry, him/her will show the 'pukimak' face to you to show that him/her angry to you.

- When you advise him/her, him/her will not listen to you as friend. But when him/her advise you, you MUST listen and FOLLOW what him/her said. If not, him/her will angry and show the 'pukimak' face again to you.

- When you want to go certain places, him/her will show 'pukimak' face to show that him/her dislike the place that you want to go. But when him/her ask you to go the place that you dislike, you are not allowed to show that face as they will angry you back.

- Don't even know that they are hurting people. But they think, they are the best friend ever.

- Pretending. Yes. Some people are pretend especially girls when meet the guy that they want. In year 2000, no more pretending la girls! BE YOURSELF!!

- Never respect others. Him/her will show 'pukimak' face or even fight back if you never respect him/her in any ways. But when him/her did not respect you, you can't show 'pukimak' face to him/her as they will never said SORRY about it. Just blame that you are not playful person.

- Untrust. Sometime, you may share your secret to him/her. But somehow, him/her use your secret as a 'weapon' to attack you. But him/her secret, is still store inside your heart and never share with others as promise to him/her.

Because of this, you might hard to get best friend and trustable friend.

Unexpected day!

Monday night...
Most bad things happen in my life...

Do not know how to write or describe my feelings now..
Blank, blur, sad and angry...
Mixed feelings...

Why those things happen in my life?
Why my life never happy, never 'steady' since I'm born?

This is most challenges things that I need to go through....
I have to act strong..Brave to face it..
But my heart, is full of tiredness of keep on facing those problem, full of sadness...

If my life continue like this, I rather choose not to born in this world.............

He come back!

This morning, before sun arise..He's back!
Call my bro open door..
In 'blur blur' environment, heard his voice..
Suddenly felt uncomfortable...Felt like outsider just enter our house..

Early in morning, while preparing to work..He was sleeping..
Felt uncomfortable while preparing..Felt 'geli' when saw him sleeping..
Do not know why I have such feeling on him..
Probably he hurt our heart before..

Because of him, my life has become like this...
Move here, move there..
Stay at a place not call house...
I'm suffer and sad he make us like that..

He make us sad because of his mistake..
He makes mistake, we forgive and move forward..
But some mistake is really unforgive and will stay inside my brain and heart forever!
The mistake has change my life......

Father, I hate you before and I miss you before..
Why I do not have a father like others have? Protect and caring father?
You never care me before..Never give a call to care about me..
You just care my bro and sis..
Everytime you call, mainpoint is $$ not care...
I rather to do not answer your call...
Because of you, sometimes I scare of married..
Because of you, I scare I found a husband like you...

Once again, I hate broken family....

Bad Memory MoonCake Festival!!

Happy MoonCake Festival!!

Today suppose to be a happy day for all Chinese who are celebrating this festival..
Everybody gather around either with family or friends..Chatting, laughing...Kids smile, run here and there with sweating...Kids playing 'tanglung' either candle or electronic base with most latest cartoon design and start showing off to their friends..Happy...

Growing up, no more run here and there...No more show off with 'tanglung' design but take this opportunity to gather with family especially to see lovely grandparents..Choose this day besides Chinese New Year to have a big and fun family dinner....Happy...

Today, Mooncake festival has came for 2009...Although not going to grandparents house, but was expected that to be have a small family dinner at own house....Since the family was broken without a husband, she found a nice guy that million better than her husband..Happy for them..But since that, got a feeling that she actually have forgotten this family..Her own children..
Today was quite an important day as all of her children was staying at home..One of her children that seldom at home has come back for a family dinner that no longer held since the family has broken...

Unfortunetly, she have decided to gone out and left her children just like that at home...Dining table only have a bowl of fried chicken and fish with little rice and a big bowl of porridge that cook on day time..No one know where have she been...Is it she went to the guy house?? Is it she rather spend the time with the guy family and not to her child who are expecting something from her?? This is most terrible Mooncake Festival for one of her children who seldom back...Seldom having dinner together...

End up, the child just sit at home...Online, watching TV and dinner with the foods that left from morning until night...The day who full of expectation has break just like that...

Mum...I wish you know how to online and know how to read English and read my blog and get to know my feeling here...

I hate you! I hate broken family!!

Yummy~~6 Sept 09

Today go new place to eat again..
We follow our book which is call "One Day Five Meals" by Chui Ling again..

This time we go Sri Petaling..
Called Restaurant Sweet Bean...


Recommended foods is Peanut Paste & Sesame Paste which is under Mix & Match menu and also QQ Mini Yau Cha Kwai...

We have order Peanut Paste & Sesame Paste, Peanut Paste & Red Bean Paste, QQ Mini Yau Cha Kwai, Nasi Minyak Special and Wan Tan Mee...

Nasi Minyak Special

Peanut Paste & Red Bean Paste

Sesame Paste & Peanut Paste

QQ Mini Yau Cha Kwai

Is consider nice place to have a dinner or yam cha with friends...WiFi available..Foods==>Yummy~~ =)

Restaurant Sweet Bean
No. 25, Jln 13/149L
Bandar Baru Sri Petaling
57000 Kuala Lumpur.

2nd Sept 09

Yesterday after work, went to dinner with my colleague..We ate a lot..We order Ikan Pari (Portuguese Grill), Lobak, Satay (45 batang), 2 "Lo Mai Kai" and "Sing Chow Mai"..Overall RM63++...Nice and full...Satisfied...Haha...=)

After that, I went to pasar malam..
Buy T-Shirt (2 for RM10) and Face Mask (50pcs for RM15)...

Lazy wake up this morning...
Nice sleep...
Wearing mask to work..
Take LRT then exchange to KL Monorail..
While queueing, sudenly 1 LC "ma lai mui" come and stand in front of me..
U can cut queue, I'm ok but please no LC face lor....
Then got one tren coming, door have not open, she already put the ladies in front of her...
Is she rushing?? Don't understand...
But at the end, she can't get inside tren...Haha...So happy...Inilah balasannya...=P

2nd tren coming, then everybody just walk inside tren as not much people inside..
Sudenly got one fat "ma lai mui" that only about 150cm height push from behind and with the LC face as well...I really don't understand why they pushing..
Everybody is rushing to work..Not only you...

Reach office..
Silent..
Today 7 people MC in my department include PakCik Yussof and Uncle Vincent..
Make Tasha and me boring....

Today got enquiry call...Happy..
Adrian e-mail to us our new personal target..Stress..
Today is my bf and I 1 year and 8 mths anniversary..Happy...

Hehe...........=)

1st Sept 09~~Boring day..

1st day of Sept..
Office..boring as nothing to do..
Just check some response rate, if bad, do candidate search..
Not much of calling as the new pricing have not out yet so I take it as a rest day..

Besides that, today our company server not good..
Down and up..
Make us refresh, refresh and refresh..
Waiting for loading, loading and loading...

No sunshine today..
Looks like we have to prepare an umbrella later..

Today office environment quite silent...
Some of my colleague have not back from holiday yet..
Some take leave for holiday and some MC...

Today got few new colleague coming..
5 person..
2 is new sales...1 "ma lai mui" & 1 "leng cai"
1 is retention..1 "leng cai"
1 is customer support...1 "leng lui"
& 1 is CS...which is my team mate...1 "leng lui"
She quite pretty although not much talking...
Is better than "hak chai" and "ma lai chai"....
Hope she is good and fun team mate...
Welcome to my "LO MA CI" TEAM...!! =)

Today Tasha not that happy..
Silent while lunch..
Normally she is the most noisy want..
Tasha, GAMBATE!! We will support u........"KA YAU"....TASHA BOLEH!! =)

Boring...........